She looked out of the window and saw the raindrops bathing
her pane. The vision of the world had gone blurred for her. All she could hear
was the splash of water. She had always loved rains. The smell of wet sand, the
pools of water, children rowing their boats and some dancing to the tunes of
nature, everything. There was something magical about it. She never understood
why some found it gloomy and grey.
She wanted to open the windowsill and wet her fingers in
ecstasy. Yet, something held her back. She tried to let go, but still a string,
a memory wrapped its fingers around her and pulled her into its cocoon.
Memories, yes rains always made them fresh. As if the sand
of time, just for a while, slipped into the past…
“He loved rains, maybe that’s why she loved it too. The
craze of those coalesce drops, she never really understood but in spite of it, she
fell in love with its craziness, with his craziness.
Hot tea!! Every rain, he brewed it for her. One spoon sugar,
little milk. Just the way she liked. He rarely forgot her habits. Each cup was
accompanied by hours of conversation. There was also that silence. Not the
awkward type, but the one where you hum with your eyes and dance with your
heart. Yes, those moments were precious.
She often complaint, why his love splashed all over only
when it rained and he would pull her into his arms and whisper, “Because like
rain, you are beautiful”. Rain was like a talisman for there love that had sheltered all there precious moments.
He would give up all the restraints and dance with her under
the heaven of pouring clouds as if enjoying the shower of love. Like kids, they
splashed in the pools of water unaware of the bonds of society. There was only
one bond – Love and rain. “
She missed it all. Today, it was raining and she held a cup
of tea. It was hot, it was perfect and yet a tinge was missing. There was no
one to complain to anymore. Rain was still beautiful but there was no one to
call her that.
The bond between them was no longer of love. It was those
umpteen threads of memories that tied her heart to him.
She looked at the falling rain and once more bundled the
strength to give up those restraints and drench her soul. Today, it was no
longer a shower of love. The clouds cried with her. Their admirer was gone. Her
love was gone.
Par in baadlon se kya
kahun,
Jo barson se uski
aashiqi rahe hain
Ye sochkar ki mujhe
unki kami na ho
Kabhi baraste hain
zameen par
To kabhi baras jate
hain mere dil mein...
What should I say to these clouds?
Who have forever been his love
Thinking I might miss him
They sometimes drench the land
and sometimes drench my soul....
Posted@ OSI, Sunday Scribblings
PS: This was inspired by a wonderful post that evoked so many emotions in me, written by an equally wonderful writer Sourav - She Wanted him and Winter back
PS: This was inspired by a wonderful post that evoked so many emotions in me, written by an equally wonderful writer Sourav - She Wanted him and Winter back



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